2005-07-19
i give in, i give up
this is the plus minus entry of my diary. warning: there are more minuses than pluses at this point. let's all pull together and pray that it changes before the end of summer.
+I don't work during the days which means I can putz around here and update more often. Also might be a plus for you constant reading folks(Millie1)
-With not working often means not earning half as much as I could be and endless amounts of chores to do around the house
+I finally quit Hacienda Santa Rosa on Friday due to the fact that I have only received one paycheck during three and a half months of employment while others who worked less have had six paychecks
-They called me yesterday and basically told me straight out that they would not pay. AKA I have to go to the Better Business Bureau and report them to get my back pay which is going to be hard since they have all the records of my working hours there
+Finally got to spend some time with Mr. Fabulously Flamboyant and his new boyfriend who is Cabbage Patch cute and very sweet so hopefully this lasts long for MFF due to the fact that he needs to understand a relationship at some point in his life
-Probably spit a cherry pit in MFF's face and had him tackle me until I fell against a doorframe and popped out my already bad hip causing me little to no sleep last night
+Received my FAFSA report back in the mail and found out I received a lot of grants which means I don't have to pay them back and they will pay for a hefty part of my college experience plus the work study i will have
-I actually have to go through and accept them all and figure out which ones Miss Linguist is going to pay for instead and what Adeline's money is going to do for me which is online and a pain in the ass
+Am hanging out with Oods again seeing as she has been back from college since May and we didn't hang out until Saturday night but now that she is back and we are in business there are going to be some crazy roadtrips in the month to come
+For once in my life i have probably found a guy that is a good match for me in many ways and every little text message and thought of him makes me smile like a kid on christmas morning
-At this point he hasn't gotten back to me in a great while and we haven't hung out in at least two weeks which makes me think i've done something wrong...typical girl thinking
and the biggest minus of all: i need a fucking god damn hug sons of bitches and there ain't no one who will actually give me one. no scratch that. i need to be held. like a child. cradled. cuddled. loved. i need to feel that. i need it i need it i need it.
quote of the day:"And I hang like a star, fucking glow in the dark, for all those starving eyes to see."-[bright eyes lyric]--conor says it bitter, but he says it better
french phrase de jour:Ca fait trois contraventions en un mois.(sah feh trwah koh(n)-trah-vah(n)-syoh(n) ah(n)-neh(n) mwah)That's three tickets in one month--and too many minuses in one week, kiddo