2006-05-08
the neverending quest for rest...
Tis the end my friends...
No no no not the end of this diary, though I am sure I have lost readers due to the infrequency I have of keeping this thing up.((by the way have I apologized enough for that yet? i can always do it again)) Tis the end of my first year of college.
I really don't know how I feel about this school. I certainly don't see graduating from here becoming a serious option--or rather staying one since at one point that had been my plan. This college is not right for me. The classes are a nice size, but the people are not my kind of people, and I simply don't know what path my life is taking.
This summer, my boyfriend Eric and I are moving into an apartment together above the thrift store in town. It's exciting to think how grown up that makes me. Or, on the other hand, how incredibly naive that makes me. Either way it will be such a pleasant change from the campus life.((the thing that I thought I would love the most I hate the most...how ironic and just my luck)).
My health issues are getting better. I have not suffered a stroke in a few months now, but the migraines continue and they are more frequent and intense. Send some good karma my way if you have any to spare...
As I write this, I am pulling my seventh all nighter. Apparently, what they don't mention in all the brochures, campus tours, and orientation meetings is that college gives you a new thirst for insomnia in the quest to gain knowledge.
I should sign off now and try and conquer this thing that is lack of sleep. My exams fall on Wednesday and Thursday. Wish me luck. I'm going to need it after since I am Irish.
Until next time the ghost moves these fingers of mine...
Ahna.